I feel far away from my family. They seem so distant and trying to cut me off. What I mean by cut off is they just don't want me around. I tried talking to my mom the other day. She didn't say a word to me. Me and my mom are close. That really hurt. My dad isn't as talkative as well. My brother hasn't talked to me or Bry since Bry quit his job. He has 2 jobs lined up now just hasn't started yet. They are just waiting on background check to come back. I'm proud of Bry for quitting after that bimbo was trying to get in his pants just to break us up...since she is still legally married but separated, shacked up w/ a married man, and was now trying to get my husband. I never wanted to beat up a girl more than I did that night. Just thinking about what she said..."We could have so much fun together...What does your wife do for you that I can't do better." She's never even met me. But I guess it doesn't matter.
I'm so stressed out and frustrated I've been having panic attacks almost every day. I feel like I'm going to break down.
Our a/c unit which is also our heat died yesterday. We repaired it last year...I hate the service ppl get today.
I'm just so tired. I'm tired of all this shit.